“Humphrey Gets His Flowers”
My work is often about the frameworks of racism, how they operate and their impact on (me) society and contemporary life. I see Humphrey as a prequel to the work the public is familiar with. This work is about being on the receiving end of microaggressions and other racial experiences and what it looks like when metabolized, turned inward and becomes self-injurious.
Humphrey Gets His Flowers is a body of mixed media collage, Large-scale projection, projection mapping, augmented reality and archival video works that started out as “Mute-N-Heard”, a public performance collective (2005) in which four members traveled around the world painted in green walking through the streets of Times Square, Philadelphia, Germany, Hawaii etc.
Humphrey is the personification of a complex array of thoughts, feelings and experiences related to other people’s projections onto me. This work is about the fragility of youth and the creation of an imaginary friend who protected me by helping me unburden myself from external pressures I had somehow internalized. He became the embodiment of how I felt I was perceived during my formative years. As a form of protection for myself, I personified the monster “they” made me feel like. I thought if I became the monster it would give me back control of my own personal narrative. Humphrey became a pro-social coping skill leading to positive mental health and emotional outcomes
I shrank myself, added a hunchback, oatmeal scales, cat-eye contacts and green theatrical paint. The microaggressions dissipated and the public took interest in Humphrey often offering him free drinks, flowers and even umbrellas on rainy days. Contrary to my own personal experience, Humphrey was treated with curiosity and empathy. People didn’t grab their children out of fear or cross streets to escape a perceived threat. They didn’t apologize to preempt a hostile encounter. Instead, they posed their children with Humphrey and attempted to engage with him even though he did not speak.
Portrait of Humphrey Humpkick, 30” x 44”, Collage and Epidermis on Paper 2024
In many ways this body of work is the closing of a chapter in recognition that I no longer need Humphrey. It’s essentially an end of life celebration to acknowledge how important he is/was to my practice at large. The ability to recognize what thoughts originate from my head and heart, my confidence when addressing divisive topics and ability to create alternate realities in which to frame discussions are a byproduct of Humphreys existence.
Humphrey Gets His Flowers, 30” x 44”, Collage and Epidermis on Paper, 2024
Tissue paper alone is not archival and over time browns. Even though this work is archival, my hope is that one day, just as I transformed into Humphrey, over time he will transform back into me through these works.
Untethered, 30” x 44”, Collage and Epidermis on Paper, 2024
Humphrey with a Paintbrush, 30” x 44”, Collage and Epidermis on Paper, 2024
Other People’s Projections, 30” x 44”, Collage on Paper and Animated Projection, 2024
Parting Gifts, 30” x 44”, Collage on Paper, 2024